I am tired of keep thinking about what’s right and what’s wrong. Tired of analysis the situation and make judgement. I am tired of thinking how to make him happy or win him back. I am tired of thinking who is right, who is logical, who is emotional...
I am tired of trying hard to please Henry, or be the gentle girl that is always nice. I am tired of trying hard to getting his approval, and making him need me or like me.
I just want to rest in Your love.
I am tired of gaining your favor and love as well. Try harder, read Your words more frequently, and pray more....
Lord, here I am.... lacking of energy to love unselfishly. Who did not know how to love, I am right here lord.
Your love is suppose to not only let me cry, but heal me and set me free,
Breath
Breath my love for you in!
I am right here right now
I am with Henry as well, so don’t worry about him just now
Focus on breathing my love
Let go of what to reply him, what to say to him, what is best for him. Take good care of yourself. You have been way too tired, you are restless thinking about all those that happened
Step back
Reserve
Take some good amount of time to enjoy my love before you know and is able to love with agape love
You are loved deeply by the Lord!
You are cared deeply by the Lord!
Jesus died for you already!!! He did! For you
Lord, I come to Your throne
I come to Your throne and lay my relationship with Henry in Your hand. You know what’s the best for us and know love us the best. Heal us individually, and shine Your glory and love and mercy on us once again, 我們真的不行，但上帝我相信你的愛超越這些困難，你的愛讓我們自然而然能去愛，能去毫無保留，無怨無悔，不期待回報的愛，你的愛來充滿我們，使我們親身先經歷你那美妙的愛，而不是一直看著我們自己，我們要什麼，我們的不同，而是上帝，你是誰，你怎麼看我，你怎麼看他，你怎麼看我們。上帝，我害怕犯姦淫的罪，我怕面對這樣的軟弱，我害怕失去你的愛，有一天你就不愛我了
但是奉耶穌的名，斥責這樣的謊言，上帝對我的愛不是有條件的愛，而是永不止息的愛，而是雖然看我犯罪痛心，但是卻還是來抱抱我
上帝，你要放在一起的人，沒有人可以分開，這兩天時間，來對我和Henry 說話，使我們在你裡面得到恢復，清楚你的旨意
奉主耶穌的名，阿們
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