Job search/ Careers
- FE exam
- Find a job related to engineering
* prep interview
* strength/weakness
*Practice English by reading news
*Send resumes out
Church serving
- Chair's responsibility
- follow up/call people
- pray
-devotion
-worship SOPR
Wednesday, September 30, 2015
once upon a time
"In the past you were spiritually dead because of your sins and the things you did against God. ..You lived the way the world lives, following the ruler of the evil powers that are above the earth. That same spirit is now working in those who refuse to obey God. ...trying to please our sinful selves and doing all the things our bodies and minds wanted. ...
But God's mercy is great, and he loved us very much. ..he gave us new life with Christ...you have been saved by grace through BELIEVING. You did not save yourselves; it was a gift from God. It was not the result of your own efforts, so you cannot brag about it. " (Ephesians 2)
Got reminded AGAIN.
最近在看 Once upon a time... 被提醒 you can only see truth and got saved when you start believing.... 感覺其實聖經裡的evil power & God 跟童話世界的evil queen v.s. true love 有異曲同工之妙!
最近在看 Once upon a time... 被提醒 you can only see truth and got saved when you start believing.... 感覺其實聖經裡的evil power & God 跟童話世界的evil queen v.s. true love 有異曲同工之妙!

Importance of Goal-- Uncle George
Dear Jesus,
Thank you for keep reminding me how we shouldn't live to please our sinful selves and doing all the things our bodies and minds wanted. Lord, thank you for reminding me how I was saved by your grace. It was a gift from You, not by my own effort. Lord, thank you for giving me new life with Christ. Thank you that You are a graceful God. Lord, when I am down, you pick me up quickly. Even with all the stress and uncertain, You always save me from being total defeated. You raise me up and give me hope and goal...Lord, teach me to live a discipline and driven lifestyle. Teach me to live to fullness. Teach me to do what I want to accomplish, to take action and no longer be lazy. Lord, it is like magic....it is like you can only see truth when you believe...Its like we can only be good when we love (Once upon the time)
Lord, help me to set clear goal of more important/not urgent stuff and don't wait till it become important/ urgent!! Lord, help me to have passion for excellence not for power. Lord make my heart right so I can do my best for glorify You and not doing whatever it takes to glorify myself.
Lord, add on to Zhiyong more thirst heart for You, thirst for truth and true freedom and comfort...Lord, soften his heart one more time and let him want to know You more. Lord give him that steady and safe freedom he could not experience without knowing you and invite You into his heart. Lord, let him be broken so he can stand up firm with You inside him. Lord, make him be weak so he can see You are strong and You are the only hope, only savior, and we need to trust and lean on to You only.
Lord, be our peace...let us be one spiritually and mentally...Lord, give me courage to step into clear goal and driven life. In Jesus name, amen
Thank you for keep reminding me how we shouldn't live to please our sinful selves and doing all the things our bodies and minds wanted. Lord, thank you for reminding me how I was saved by your grace. It was a gift from You, not by my own effort. Lord, thank you for giving me new life with Christ. Thank you that You are a graceful God. Lord, when I am down, you pick me up quickly. Even with all the stress and uncertain, You always save me from being total defeated. You raise me up and give me hope and goal...Lord, teach me to live a discipline and driven lifestyle. Teach me to live to fullness. Teach me to do what I want to accomplish, to take action and no longer be lazy. Lord, it is like magic....it is like you can only see truth when you believe...Its like we can only be good when we love (Once upon the time)
Lord, help me to set clear goal of more important/not urgent stuff and don't wait till it become important/ urgent!! Lord, help me to have passion for excellence not for power. Lord make my heart right so I can do my best for glorify You and not doing whatever it takes to glorify myself.
Lord, add on to Zhiyong more thirst heart for You, thirst for truth and true freedom and comfort...Lord, soften his heart one more time and let him want to know You more. Lord give him that steady and safe freedom he could not experience without knowing you and invite You into his heart. Lord, let him be broken so he can stand up firm with You inside him. Lord, make him be weak so he can see You are strong and You are the only hope, only savior, and we need to trust and lean on to You only.
Lord, be our peace...let us be one spiritually and mentally...Lord, give me courage to step into clear goal and driven life. In Jesus name, amen
Tuesday, September 29, 2015
主耶穌,我快不行了
主耶穌,我的驕傲in serving is too big
Lord, I am stuck in here not able to contribute anything 。
Lord, I am trap in here feeling useless again. People don't need me at all. Neither the fellowship, nor Zhiyong ... And I can't even live by myself.
Lord seeing Andy fang's condition... I felt your promise to me is slowly faking away... I felt no one is supporting me now. And it sucks... Lord, I know only you can understand me. Lord, listen to my prayer and provide me a job of any kind.
I want to hide again... Hide away from people again! From the world... From serving... Maybe go away... Out of any responsibility... Maybe move to other places... Lord, fill my heart with more hope and strength. Fill my heart with peace and joy... I needed that. I want true freedom.. I want to submit and surrender with open hands again. Lord, let me feel loved and happy again. Let me feel secured and sense of belonging to you. Father.... Am I worthy of being loved? I am down and lost, lord pick me up and carry me again. In Jesus name, amen!
缺點
缺點⋯⋯有時候無法承受人的建議
會從心底覺得人家在針對我說話似的,好像自己變的很糟
我的缺點⋯⋯我很糟的部份/一面
總是在志勇面前展露無疑
有時讓我感到很不安
他會不會看到我的缺點就不喜歡我了
被人看穿的感覺/看到自己最驕傲那一面的感覺/愛比較的一面
有時候真的⋯⋯⋯不知道該怎麼應付
知道自己的缺點,卻還是常常很軟弱
蓮霧耶
好久好久沒吃到了!太珍貴了
Monday, September 28, 2015
Sunday, September 27, 2015
puzzle puzzle
拼完這個1000片的拼圖!!
完成我的小心願^_^
雖然今天花了將近八個小時眼睛已經快看花了⋯
一直在掙扎放棄的我一次次的被Zhiyong抓回來努力拼(事實證明Zhiyong還是很需要我的吧! 哈哈)
完成我的小心願^_^
雖然今天花了將近八個小時眼睛已經快看花了⋯
一直在掙扎放棄的我一次次的被Zhiyong抓回來努力拼(事實證明Zhiyong還是很需要我的吧! 哈哈)
Thursday, September 24, 2015
怎麼....give up my life and let You control?
打破這香膏在祢腳前
破碎我自己與祢面對面
我每口呼吸 我心渴望體貼祢靈
我生命只為祢
傾倒我所有 願祢旨意成就
生命每分每秒毫無保留
能傾倒我所有 是我今生所求
從今以後永不回頭
我的過去 我的未來
全然傾倒在祢腳前
我的過去 我的未來
全然傾倒給祢
主耶穌 好難 好難 放下自己 放下自己掌管自己的主權
學習交託...." I do not live anymore, it is Christ who lives in me"
Lord, take control of my live. Lord bless me with a job. Lord, help me to work harder for a job. Lord, help me to not be lazy and complain all the time. Lord, you put me in this earth for a reason....Teach me how to pass this season of difficulty.. waking up every day thinking what to do. Lord, guide me and move my heart to where you desires. Lord, help me to do the ministry for You, and only You...not to please people and fulfill what people like. But also be loving and caring as you command. Lord, you ask me to be bold with peace communication. Quick to listen and slow to speak. Lord, You are the Lord my God who lives forever, who created all the world. You do not become tired or need to rest. No one can understand how great Your wisdom is. You give strength to those who are tired and more power to those who are weak. You said with the people who trust the Lord will become strong again. They will rise up as an eagle in the sky; they will run and not need rest; they will walk and not become tired. Lord, give me more strength and let me be strong and never leave your words and your guidance. Fill me with more hope and more peace than ever. Lord, I pray for Irene that he can have peace working on this, not feeling frustrated but more honor than ever. Lord, she is doing something great. You treasure her work in front of you. Father, I ask you to take away any frustration and anxiety away from her. Let her pure heart and soul honor You and do Your work. Lord, may your words come sharp and fulfill our heart, deepen our heart ....
Thank you father. I love You and want to love you more than ever. Lord, come into me and help me to be an encouraging person for others.
"so we too, have put our faith in Christ Jesus, that we might be made right with God because we trusted in Christ. It is not because we followed the law, because no one can be made right with God by following the law. "
Lord, help me to not just follow this religion...and the rules, but truly trust in Jesus.
Lord, I pray for this fellowship to bond stronger than ever, to help each other better than ever, to live upright with You and strengthen themselves spiritually than ever. Lord, I put those hope in You. Help us to live righteously.
In Jesus name I pray, amen.
Wednesday, September 23, 2015
more prayers
Father God,
I want to pray for Andy Fang. Knowing how painful he is feeling and how hurt he had felt this past two years. Lord I know you honor his hard work in Your name. Lord, comfort him and let him rest in You more than ever. Lord, I ask you to especially bless this fellowship as we are in this season of needing more hope than ever. Lord, strengthen my faith. Lord give me a job so I can better serve your people. Lord, help me to look at You and look only after You. Lord, I have work hard for Your kingdom. I spend many times trying to make people know your better. I give my heart to You. Lord, provide me a job that fit me and want me. Lord, I will try my best to keep running for You and shine Your name. Lord, I need a job desperately. Lord, give me miracle. Lord, I believe in Miracle, I believe in You. Lord, give me a job by end of this month. I will praise You more than ever. Lord, listen to my prayer as You always did. You let me graduate and now help me to go on. Lord, what do you want me to do in my life right now? I am so blind...and confuse about the ministry. So many things happen and I am weak. Lord Your grace is enough. Your power is shown in our weakness. Lord, make more people know your name. Lord, soften Zhiyong's heart and help him to seek for You and believe in You. Lord, You love him more than I do. You know what he need more than I do. Lord, let his heart be broken and Lord You make him complete. Lord, give him peace and joy and more true freedom. Lord, give him courage to face his weakness, his fear, his uncertainty. Lord, transform him so he can follow You for his whole life. Lord, let him make that right decision to follow You.
Father help me to be like Paul. Help me to not try to please people and get along with people but trying to know Your heart and please You. Lord, help me to remember the Good news is the center of my believe, that you die for my sin and saved me from sin. Lord, because of you, people live.. Because of you, my spirit lives, you made me well and let me live. It was for my own good that I had such troubles, 在這個狀況中 我們仍有從你而來的盼望 because you love me so much you did not let me die but threw my sins far away. Lord, help me to be a prayer warrior stronger and bold that I can pray over people with Your blessings and power.
In Jesus name, Amen
I want to pray for Andy Fang. Knowing how painful he is feeling and how hurt he had felt this past two years. Lord I know you honor his hard work in Your name. Lord, comfort him and let him rest in You more than ever. Lord, I ask you to especially bless this fellowship as we are in this season of needing more hope than ever. Lord, strengthen my faith. Lord give me a job so I can better serve your people. Lord, help me to look at You and look only after You. Lord, I have work hard for Your kingdom. I spend many times trying to make people know your better. I give my heart to You. Lord, provide me a job that fit me and want me. Lord, I will try my best to keep running for You and shine Your name. Lord, I need a job desperately. Lord, give me miracle. Lord, I believe in Miracle, I believe in You. Lord, give me a job by end of this month. I will praise You more than ever. Lord, listen to my prayer as You always did. You let me graduate and now help me to go on. Lord, what do you want me to do in my life right now? I am so blind...and confuse about the ministry. So many things happen and I am weak. Lord Your grace is enough. Your power is shown in our weakness. Lord, make more people know your name. Lord, soften Zhiyong's heart and help him to seek for You and believe in You. Lord, You love him more than I do. You know what he need more than I do. Lord, let his heart be broken and Lord You make him complete. Lord, give him peace and joy and more true freedom. Lord, give him courage to face his weakness, his fear, his uncertainty. Lord, transform him so he can follow You for his whole life. Lord, let him make that right decision to follow You.
Father help me to be like Paul. Help me to not try to please people and get along with people but trying to know Your heart and please You. Lord, help me to remember the Good news is the center of my believe, that you die for my sin and saved me from sin. Lord, because of you, people live.. Because of you, my spirit lives, you made me well and let me live. It was for my own good that I had such troubles, 在這個狀況中 我們仍有從你而來的盼望 because you love me so much you did not let me die but threw my sins far away. Lord, help me to be a prayer warrior stronger and bold that I can pray over people with Your blessings and power.
In Jesus name, Amen
很多電話的一天
跟Jerty 講了一個小時
跟Henry 講了快兩小時
跟Irene 講了一下
跟Ruth 又聊到睡著~~
哎呀
我覺得我喉嚨長繭了
早上起來跟Ruth 禱告
都很痛⋯⋯⋯說太多話了
Outreach relax 的完成了!
More conflicts, more grace
神在我們的軟弱上顯得剛強
主耶穌,願祢親自帶領整個團契
不是大家不彼此順服,而是彼此接納,彼此配搭,彼此謙卑。
主耶穌,我們團契需要祢,我們會議需要祢,我需要祢。
今天又講了好多話~~
不論跟阿班哥,Andy fang, 2 Erics, Irene, jessica Zheng, Viola, baby, Melody
Still more to work on, more need to pray on. More need to be done, yet lord bless my job hunting. Lord, I need to go back to Irvine to serve You. I need to follow you.... I need to be with them.
In Jesus name, amen
Sunday, September 20, 2015
禱告才是答案
當我心裡無助發軟時
我總希望有個人可以安慰我, 聆聽我, 陪伴我 幫我分擔, 當我的靠山
一個很急促的情緒想要釋放
一通哭泣的電話讓我無助又急
團契的弟兄姊妹怎麼互相傷害....還是一個大人...我的團隊在破裂, 我卻不知道該怎麼辦
自責自己身為團長都不在那裏陪伴我的團隊, 跟他們一起努力
一直嘆氣的對小笨抱怨訴說團契發生總總的問題
講完了, 小笨的回答就是 那先這樣吧 也沒什麼好說的
該面對該處理的還是只有我一個人要自己面對自己處理
瞬間, 很失望生氣, 很無助, 還是我一個人....男朋有不是萬能的
我知道我心理的煩躁只有耶穌可以解開
於是瞬間 我真的好想要去SOPR 想去找耶穌說不定所有的事情就能迎刃而解了
我在家裡乾著急也不是辦法
於是 我對剛回家的媽媽默默地說, 我想去Irvine, 我想去SOPR
媽媽冷冷地說, 我知道我也攔不住你
我想要冷靜地跟媽媽說, 得到媽媽的允許, 不希望媽媽不開心
但是迎面而來的卻是更多的冷冷地話
我: 現在團契發生很多事, 我都沒有辦法在那裏, 我也不知道該怎麼幫他們
媽媽: 你有那麼重要嗎?
我: 我已經接下要當團長的責任, 發生事情我當然要處理
媽媽: 你有甚麼資格當團長 你以為你有那麼重要嗎? 他們可以自己去找耶穌自己找答案阿 關你甚麼事 你要服事神到哪裡都可以服事, 一定要侷限自己在Irvine 找...
(我真的無言了, 很冷很冷的言語讓我無法繼續跟媽媽談, 只是默默地流淚, 希望自己最親的人能夠支持自己陪伴自己, 但當這樣的言語從他們的口中發出時, 我真的好難過, 好無力 我知道 我不管再說甚麼都不會改變甚麼...)
一瞬間 其實有好多聲音
Jerty 希望我去SOPR 所以不斷催我做決定, 而我只是很無奈的希望他能更加理解我現在的狀態
媽媽爸爸希望我能趕快去別的地方找工作, 現在只要提到Irvine 他們就很反感...很冷, 很無法溝通, 真希望他們能理解我的心, 我的負擔, 我的堅持 真希望我也可以跟他們分享更多我的生活
Henry 希望我好好準備Interview 給我無限的壓力 真希望 我能夠更加有動力的好好準備...不要讓他丟臉 但這熱熱的天氣 和心理很多牽掛的我 常常無法專心找工作
志勇沒有很想要carry 煩躁不安很多情緒的我..因為不知道可以怎麼做 所以總是態度冷靜的默默掛掉電話 真希望他能夠成為我最好的後盾, 在我需要他的時候有耐心的陪伴我 多給我一點點的時間
Boao 今天回美國, 本來也想要見個面...
團契的不合一, 互相不支持, 不團結, 讓我很難受......彼此之間的疙瘩 今年才剛開始 就讓我好累好想要放棄
複雜的心情讓我很無助很想哭 很想要離開全部的人 全部的事情
今天天氣超級熱, 我根本無法專心坐在一個地方
本想要收拾一下去Irvine
但還是想說先確認一下Irene 怎麼樣了
講著講著 我也對他哭訴的許多
最後 其實 我一直都知道 這樣的自己 只能來到神面前禱告 求神來平靜這樣的心
求神來安慰撫摸受傷無助的心
我在電話裡幫Irene 禱告
不知不覺 交託 交託
主阿 這事工是你的 我很渺小 我甚麼都不是 我甚麼都做不了 我連工作都沒找到
然後講完電話時 我平靜很多, 釋放很多
看看手錶 已經三點半了 到SOPR 也都五點了
然後好像, 我就能夠定下自己下一步應該要幹嘛
here i am...reflecting again @Mcdonald in air conditioning environment...
and then, 我跟志勇說, 我應該要更依靠神而不是依靠人的
沒人真正了解我 理解我 能夠讓我依靠而不傷害我
禱告才是答案
禱告真的大有能力
我相信Irene 也感受到神安慰的大能了
我總希望有個人可以安慰我, 聆聽我, 陪伴我 幫我分擔, 當我的靠山
一個很急促的情緒想要釋放
一通哭泣的電話讓我無助又急
團契的弟兄姊妹怎麼互相傷害....還是一個大人...我的團隊在破裂, 我卻不知道該怎麼辦
自責自己身為團長都不在那裏陪伴我的團隊, 跟他們一起努力
一直嘆氣的對小笨抱怨訴說團契發生總總的問題
講完了, 小笨的回答就是 那先這樣吧 也沒什麼好說的
該面對該處理的還是只有我一個人要自己面對自己處理
瞬間, 很失望生氣, 很無助, 還是我一個人....男朋有不是萬能的
我知道我心理的煩躁只有耶穌可以解開
於是瞬間 我真的好想要去SOPR 想去找耶穌說不定所有的事情就能迎刃而解了
我在家裡乾著急也不是辦法
於是 我對剛回家的媽媽默默地說, 我想去Irvine, 我想去SOPR
媽媽冷冷地說, 我知道我也攔不住你
我想要冷靜地跟媽媽說, 得到媽媽的允許, 不希望媽媽不開心
但是迎面而來的卻是更多的冷冷地話
我: 現在團契發生很多事, 我都沒有辦法在那裏, 我也不知道該怎麼幫他們
媽媽: 你有那麼重要嗎?
我: 我已經接下要當團長的責任, 發生事情我當然要處理
媽媽: 你有甚麼資格當團長 你以為你有那麼重要嗎? 他們可以自己去找耶穌自己找答案阿 關你甚麼事 你要服事神到哪裡都可以服事, 一定要侷限自己在Irvine 找...
(我真的無言了, 很冷很冷的言語讓我無法繼續跟媽媽談, 只是默默地流淚, 希望自己最親的人能夠支持自己陪伴自己, 但當這樣的言語從他們的口中發出時, 我真的好難過, 好無力 我知道 我不管再說甚麼都不會改變甚麼...)
一瞬間 其實有好多聲音
Jerty 希望我去SOPR 所以不斷催我做決定, 而我只是很無奈的希望他能更加理解我現在的狀態
媽媽爸爸希望我能趕快去別的地方找工作, 現在只要提到Irvine 他們就很反感...很冷, 很無法溝通, 真希望他們能理解我的心, 我的負擔, 我的堅持 真希望我也可以跟他們分享更多我的生活
Henry 希望我好好準備Interview 給我無限的壓力 真希望 我能夠更加有動力的好好準備...不要讓他丟臉 但這熱熱的天氣 和心理很多牽掛的我 常常無法專心找工作
志勇沒有很想要carry 煩躁不安很多情緒的我..因為不知道可以怎麼做 所以總是態度冷靜的默默掛掉電話 真希望他能夠成為我最好的後盾, 在我需要他的時候有耐心的陪伴我 多給我一點點的時間
Boao 今天回美國, 本來也想要見個面...
團契的不合一, 互相不支持, 不團結, 讓我很難受......彼此之間的疙瘩 今年才剛開始 就讓我好累好想要放棄
複雜的心情讓我很無助很想哭 很想要離開全部的人 全部的事情
今天天氣超級熱, 我根本無法專心坐在一個地方
本想要收拾一下去Irvine
但還是想說先確認一下Irene 怎麼樣了
講著講著 我也對他哭訴的許多
最後 其實 我一直都知道 這樣的自己 只能來到神面前禱告 求神來平靜這樣的心
求神來安慰撫摸受傷無助的心
我在電話裡幫Irene 禱告
不知不覺 交託 交託
主阿 這事工是你的 我很渺小 我甚麼都不是 我甚麼都做不了 我連工作都沒找到
然後講完電話時 我平靜很多, 釋放很多
看看手錶 已經三點半了 到SOPR 也都五點了
然後好像, 我就能夠定下自己下一步應該要幹嘛
here i am...reflecting again @Mcdonald in air conditioning environment...
and then, 我跟志勇說, 我應該要更依靠神而不是依靠人的
沒人真正了解我 理解我 能夠讓我依靠而不傷害我
禱告才是答案
禱告真的大有能力
我相信Irene 也感受到神安慰的大能了
wedding season
這個夏天的第二個婚禮
第一次榮幸地當上伴娘
看到新郎新娘在神面前立下誓約彼此扶持
這個時刻總是讓我感動得流淚
今天還在敬拜的第一首歌--祢愛永不變
我近距離的目睹新郎哽咽的一直流淚不止
當人仔細去思考神的愛是何等偉大, 長闊高深, 永遠不改變時
就會流下淚. 我一直覺得讓男人掉下淚真的是太難得的一件事了! 會偷偷羨慕的笑他們
新娘念誓言的時候, 哭到連假睫毛都小小移位...
第一次榮幸地當上伴娘
看到新郎新娘在神面前立下誓約彼此扶持
這個時刻總是讓我感動得流淚
今天還在敬拜的第一首歌--祢愛永不變
我近距離的目睹新郎哽咽的一直流淚不止
當人仔細去思考神的愛是何等偉大, 長闊高深, 永遠不改變時
就會流下淚. 我一直覺得讓男人掉下淚真的是太難得的一件事了! 會偷偷羨慕的笑他們
新娘念誓言的時候, 哭到連假睫毛都小小移位...
今天林牧師提醒我們神的愛的特質
神的愛是-- 雖然的愛 雖然我們有很多缺點, 但他還是無條件的愛我們
祂的愛是-- 主動的愛 主動地低頭, 主動地來找我們
祂的愛是-- 犧牲的愛 祂愛我們願意犧牲自己的性命 捨命救我們
祂的愛是-- 不放棄的愛 祂不放棄的伸出手 牽著我們
神的愛是-- 雖然的愛 雖然我們有很多缺點, 但他還是無條件的愛我們
祂的愛是-- 主動的愛 主動地低頭, 主動地來找我們
祂的愛是-- 犧牲的愛 祂愛我們願意犧牲自己的性命 捨命救我們
祂的愛是-- 不放棄的愛 祂不放棄的伸出手 牽著我們
感謝神創造男生和女生 並且能夠互相吸引 互相認定
並且創造婚姻一男一女, 一夫一妻, 一生一世的制度使人完整
夫妻能夠互相扶持建立家庭, 並且照神的旨意養兒育女, 使神的國更多榮光
何等美麗又感動的畫面, 怎麼看都不會膩!
並且創造婚姻一男一女, 一夫一妻, 一生一世的制度使人完整
夫妻能夠互相扶持建立家庭, 並且照神的旨意養兒育女, 使神的國更多榮光
何等美麗又感動的畫面, 怎麼看都不會膩!
seems like just another wedding...
but it's full of courage, full of true hearts, full of blessings, full of joy, full of pictures, and crazily busy parents
but it's full of courage, full of true hearts, full of blessings, full of joy, full of pictures, and crazily busy parents
Friday, September 18, 2015
Wednesday, September 16, 2015
Interview + little date
下大雨....開車都覺得很恐怖
看到旁邊的意外...有人出車禍躺在地上
看到時還是忍不住哭出來
幫他們禱告, 好可怕 希望他們沒事
然後在大雨中 我上去Irvine Interview...
The test was really hard but I think it was definitely a really good interview experience.
I think if I got offered, then it is really a miracle...
Interview 完給自己的犒勞中餐
自己去看了個電影... 有點無聊的睡著了, 有點搞笑~ 哈哈哈
開去小笨家竟然看到好久好久沒看到的彩虹
本來早上因為開來的大風雨還很煩躁覺得根本不應該開上去
看到彩虹的瞬間, 我想到神的彩虹的約定
雖然沒有卻具的感動, 卻是很感動開心得流淚
晚上寶貝帶我去吃牛排加margarita !! Super good~~~~
謝謝寶貝願意為我睡地板
知道他其實很想要抱著我睡覺的
:)
Monday, September 14, 2015
Sunday, September 13, 2015
Saturday, September 12, 2015
Friday, September 11, 2015
忙碌的一天就這樣過了
昨晚切菜弄弄弄到三點才睡
今早六點多就驚醒深怕時間不夠用
後來才賴到九點
煮麵,做蛋糕,切黃瓜
真的⋯⋯⋯好熱好累
還要把agenda弄好⋯⋯
開車沿路塞,有點累
主耶穌,雖然開到十一點才開完。
但是還好都有圓滿
但是剩下這麼多麵和湯是該怎麼辦啊⋯
Wednesday, September 9, 2015
time
早上不敢睡懶覺的爬起來...
但是還是不自覺地開始拖拖拖.....
想著好多事情要做, 卻還是一直想再一下下, 再一下下
然後, 看了好多個小時一點意義都沒有的電視
浪費虛度了我好幾個小時的生命
雖然一點都不喜歡
但是 一想到要坐在電腦面前花好多腦袋的容量, 我就先想做別的事
哀哀哀哀哀
主耶穌 求你給我智慧
讓我能夠對下一年的服事有更多的看見
讓我可以有更多的動力和興奮的靈
主阿, 求你幫助我能夠快快快地寫完明天開會的agenda
Lord, help me to do things efficiently.
Lord, help me in my interview. Help me to prep my interview well that I am able to get this job. Lord, be with me so I can discern and know your heart. Lord come closer to me. I need You. Without you, there is truly no meaning in life/ no meaning in serving or do all those kind of things. Lord, help me to do everything in love. Help me to walk in the truth and focus on Your words and Your will.
O Lord, Fill me with your wisdom and strength to do this.
In Jesus name, Amen
但是還是不自覺地開始拖拖拖.....
想著好多事情要做, 卻還是一直想再一下下, 再一下下
然後, 看了好多個小時一點意義都沒有的電視
浪費虛度了我好幾個小時的生命
雖然一點都不喜歡
但是 一想到要坐在電腦面前花好多腦袋的容量, 我就先想做別的事
哀哀哀哀哀
主耶穌 求你給我智慧
讓我能夠對下一年的服事有更多的看見
讓我可以有更多的動力和興奮的靈
主阿, 求你幫助我能夠快快快地寫完明天開會的agenda
Lord, help me to do things efficiently.
Lord, help me in my interview. Help me to prep my interview well that I am able to get this job. Lord, be with me so I can discern and know your heart. Lord come closer to me. I need You. Without you, there is truly no meaning in life/ no meaning in serving or do all those kind of things. Lord, help me to do everything in love. Help me to walk in the truth and focus on Your words and Your will.
O Lord, Fill me with your wisdom and strength to do this.
In Jesus name, Amen
Tuesday, September 8, 2015
Lord, I need You
Lord Father,
I need You. You are that worthy God, that mighty God that my heart long for.
Lord, your truth beyond all thing. Your mercy and grace is nothing I can ask for.
Lord, I need your guidance.... what do you want next year look like Father?
Lord, I pray for wisdom and clear vision. Lord, I ask for strength and courage among our whole team. Lord, its your kingdom, I don't want to mess it up.
Lord, how can I set up an example, how can I lead people to You when I am far from You?
Father, open my eyes so I can see You. Open my ears so I can discern what is right and what is wrong.
Father I want to pray for Jerty. O Father, calm her heart and give her peace. Lord, let her know that You are with her wherever she goes. Lord, help her to put trust in You. Help her to get closer and closer to You. Give her courage and joyful heart to face what's coming. Lord... Lead us to fight this battle. Let us not be coward, but can really fight together. Lord, help me to look at them with Your eyes..to see their precious heart, precious soul.
Father I want to pray for Daniel. Just see how hurt he felt leaving the fellowship. Lord, I don't want anything happen like that ever again. It is hurtful to both Daniel and the fellowship. Lord, fellowship should be a anointing place full of love and caring. Lord, so many people left..... OH Lord, my heart is sad, where there is no hope...
Father I want to pray for Amy and her family. Lord help her to find a balance in her time with You. Help her to have wisdom and patience facing the kids....Lord, You are the head of their house. Strengthen her faith and strengthen her quiet quality time with You.
Father I want to pray for Irene, Eric Wu, Alice, Whitney, Cindy...Lord, awake their heart and let them want more of You. let them want to experience you, seek after you this year.
Lord, I don't want to do ministry without Your presence. I want to experience You more than ever. Lord, help me not to just do thing.....but listen listen listen to You.
Father I want to pray for Andy as he is the pastor of this fellowship. Lord, strengthen him as he seek You. Give him courage and more and more hope in You. Lord, let him know Your heart more than ever. Let him know how to teach Your children. Lord, We need to work in a team.
Lord, I want to pray for my family. I want to pray for mom and dad for a safe trip and let their hearts unit together in union than ever. Let their love toward each other grow in You. Let them remember Your faithfulness toward the family. Lord, I want to pray for sister that her period can come regularly. Lord, her allergy can get well. Lord, heal her and release her hurt. Lord, let her understand her precious precious identity in You. Lord, She smells good... Lord, help her make more friends and be bold in herself. Give her more confident as she faces difficulty. Lord, stand by her side all her life. She is your beloved pure daughter, and my sister.
Lord, I want to pray for Zhiyong, lord, how sinful I am...how I have fail again You. How I have love myself more than love him. How I didn't love him as You love him. How I am selfish...Lord, I want to pray for his salvation. Lord, don't let his heart become rock....that he tease everything and doesn't believe You.. Lord, soften his heart so he can rely on You. Lord, let him learn to let go and trust and rely on You. Lord, give him peace and joy as he seek You. Lord, save him from death and darkness. Lord treasure my tears as I pray for the people I love.
Lord give grandma more hope and joy as she walks the end of her life. Give her more positive thoughts now. Give her strength as she walk and sleep.
Lord, New thing is going to happen. You ask me to do everything in love. Be alert, continue strong in the faith. Have courage and be strong.
Lord, give me a job....that is what You want me to do. Lord, I am not afraid....I will stand firm for whatever you want me to do. Give me peace and more action toward this promise. Lord, give me more faith than ever.
Lord You want me to start by: do everything in love.
In Jesus name, Amen
* pray with Andy Fang for Thursday meeting(visions, hope, 合一)
* pray with Jerty
* pray with Amy
* Pray with Henry
* Buy CD for co-worker
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Monday, September 7, 2015
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