Monday, March 31, 2014

Restore/ repair

Dear God!
Thank you
For restore me and repair me 
Thank u for letting me rejoice and become calm and peaceful again !
Thank you for letting me talk things out and understand each other a little bit more.

Thank you for SOPR that I can feel loved and love again. I can feel the power of prayer and worship ! 


Lord, I love you.
I am willing to follow you with my life once again! 

In Jesus name, amen!

明天開學了,新的挑戰,新的成長和學習


不分心
盡力
加油





Sunday, March 30, 2014

God's not dead

看完這個電影
心情很複雜
很複雜也無法思考
它是好看還是不好看, 我也無法conclude

我只是覺得他提醒我好多
神是什麼?
祂是我的什麼?
我在乎祂嗎
當我在犯罪時, 我想過祂會難過嗎? 祂會流淚嗎?
我真的願意為了耶穌跟教授對上嗎?
我果真是沒辦法跟一個不相信神的人在一起...


昨天摩門教對我們的解說和講解也帶了我很大的震撼
他們是多麼真誠的想要跟我們說耶穌基督就是神, 就是救主, 因為祂為我們死, 所以我們可以活
我們到了自以為是邪教的地方
但是當我聽完他們述說他們的福音後
我發現我們的不足和信心之小

她信他說得每一句話都是真實的
那為甚麼我們要convert 她?(在山的另一頭)


我想, 我需要時間思考你, 思考我小組和家人
思考神
思考所有事情
今天...也應該要睡了

Saturday, March 29, 2014

day 4!!!

5:30am arrived irvine home:)
Salt lake City
很多人都說為甚麼要去這個地方?
可是當我來到這裡的時候, 我真的完全驚嘆的愛上這個地方
這個城市像是世外桃源一般的被雪山圍繞
這個城市有著像是紐約一樣的老建築卻很乾淨很乾淨!
這個城市到處都是花, 有著美麗的天空, 白色乾靜的雲

很多人說我們為甚麼要去摩門教的基地? 難道是來向他們傳教嗎?
而我最享受的卻是他們幫我們做響導的時候跟我們解釋所有磨門的歷史背景和教義!!! 學了很多也問了很多一直很疑惑的問題!! 我覺得自己旅行就是這樣有趣, 因為我們可以Go in depth of places in our own paths!!!!

他們的temple city 果真名不虛傳的非常美麗!!!
I love this city, just so clear and so pretty!!!
我們還坐了他們的免費電車體驗一下當地人的生活!!

回程....
開了將近十二個小時...stop by las vegas for Ramen!!!(唯一一頓飯大家完全沒有講話)

我們開了兩千多mi
花了$783 total (4 people)
旅行, 可以很簡單很省錢卻還是很好玩
旅行, 就是看看世界和神的創造物
旅行, 就是體驗冒險和經歷一堆無法預料的事情
旅行, 和對的人, 就是很不一樣!

謝謝三位我的好兄弟們和我一起結束這趟可以說是我人生目前為止最愛的trip!

Thursday, March 27, 2014

Utah trip day 4

生病
生病
一整個晚上, 一邊因為是志勇睡在我身邊, 一邊是因為我的肚子不是很舒服.....
一晚上都沒有睡好
翻來覆去

早上肚子就開始不舒服了...
我尷尬因為其他三人都是男生耶~
怎麼跟他們說我肚子不舒服阿?!
我吃了很少的早餐
可是還是很不舒服, 應該是因為昨晚吃了太多CHEESE

雖然在我非常期待的ARCHES CANYON
一路上我都在禱告希望肚子不要繼續痛下去
因為不會有廁所而是四五小時的走路行程
但是當爬完一個很大的石頭後
我第一次覺得爬山有這種快要死掉的感覺
好喘好喘
喘到我無法呼吸
肚子又不舒服, 然後我們只好休息一下, 我一邊禱告希望我可以撐下去
直到...我肚子不舒服到一步路都走不動了


謝謝志勇
謝謝志勇半路陪我走下山
剩下boao 和paul兩人完成arches 的 death valley trial!!
在車裡休息了幾個小時
看著旁邊石頭山等他們下山

晚上我們開往salt lake City, Utah
我最喜歡開車了! 因為沿路可以欣賞路旁的風景
這趟路程我最難以忘懷的景就是看到 下雪!!!!!
第一次, 好多的第一次, 我第一次看到白茫茫的雪
不到幾十分中鍾道路上就成了白茫茫一片了!!

這就是我最喜歡旅途的地方了
因為你永遠不知道會看到什麼會發生什麼事
我興奮的一定要停在路旁下車玩雪
結果大家就開始打雪戰
還把paul 埋在雪裡!!!!!
我穿著短酷和拖鞋就跑下去了.....

沒想到....繼續開車時
我就開始頭暈暈....應該是發燒了....
不過我還是固執的什麼都沒說得開道salt lake city 的旅館
他們在車上開始唱歌
我卻心裡默默的希望可以趕快開到
只剩下一百mi

一到旅館
我洗個澡....都覺得快要昏倒的難受和冷....
然後我爬上床就開始睡
好冷好冷....應該是受良感冒了


晚上大家吃了超級貴又超級少的高級晚餐
吃了藥...大家早早休息

有人今晚牽了我的手...



Utah trip day 3


一早就起床準備去antelope tours
這的點是我在這趟旅行中最期待的
我們的飯店離那個tour 的公司只有三分鐘
八點半的tour
我們吃了飯店豐富的早餐就check out 出發了

我們還要坐那種專門的大車才能進去antelope canyon 
因為我是女生,所以導遊讓我特權的坐在車子裡面才不會有風沙
沒想到大家下車後,每個人滿身都是沙,帽子口袋頭髮滿滿的沙
導遊說今天很糟因為風沙太太大了〜
我們每個人戴著帽子進去

導遊好像比我們還會用我們的相機似的,一進去就自信滿滿的說他可以幫每個人條相機然後拍出最美的地方

然後我們好像在學照相似的,一站站的等導遊跟我們說在哪裡照,怎麼照!
風沙太大,就連我們在石頭中間,都可以一口一口地吃沙子,眼睛張都張不開的被沙子襲擊

最後我們像在逃難似的逃出來
在車上跟那個外國老奶奶聊的蠻愉快的,一路上完全忘了在後面受苦的男生們

然後我們去了那個進入page 的水壩,爬下去的時候挺酷的,四周風景之特別,結果一下去,我們就被沙打的痛得躲都沒法躲,我們走路都快走不動,被風吹的又痛又難走路!
然後下一站,horseshoe bend, 風大,但是果然美麗,太大的地方了,很難拍照拍出千分之一的感受。
腳又被砂石弄的痛得哇哇叫~



然後我們去lake Powell,一個從上往下看的地方,好美好美
但是風大到我們寸步難行,深怕一不小心就被吹到山谷下

車子的門也開都開不了,也關都關不了
Boab 為了去撿張飛走的發票 ,跑了一大段,最後他說「重點不是那張紙重不重要,而是我比風快!」天啊!快把我給笑死了!!!

然後我開了三小時,boab 開一小時到了Moab Utah!
一路上風太大,好像沙塵暴,好幾次車子都被吹得開不直危險
還有幾次,沙塵太大,能見度變成零,我也就不小心開到來車道了,把我給嚇死了。果然什麼都看不到未知的感覺還是很可怕的⋯⋯
之後,我只好慢慢開車:)


晚上義大利高級餐解決
Clue玩到我贏啊!!
今晚終於有個男生跟我睡同張床了
別誤會,只是他們三人睡一張太辛苦了

晚安




Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Utah trip day 2

Zion National Park
群山圍繞
難以用言語形容的美麗和壯麗
開山路,只有一條路,走了許多冤枉路,還被發了張超速罰單
好不容易開始爬山,來來回回走了三個小時
一路上有岩壁,有河水瀑布,由沙石有石頭
有太陽之處就熱,一進到山裡,清新涼爽的感覺湧上全身心
總是捨不得每一個地方,希望可以記在腦中很久很久,所以我總是走在最後,希望能停下腳步多拍些照片可以形容我所用眼睛看到的一千分之一

那種被高高高的石頭包圍,好像走到哪都逃不出五指山
也深深地讓我聯想到剛剛看完的笑傲江湖的五岳劍派在山裡面耍劍練武,攀岩走壁,從這邊飛到那邊的景象

美麗阿!

一路上開車,我每一分每一秒都忍不住地往窗外看
那種一望無際,那種渺小,那種大自然奇妙的總和和配對讓我驚呼且目不轉神
不想.. 不捨得離開

我一定要帶我媽媽爸爸來,一定!
離開公園,開了三小時
連個人影都沒有,更別說商店和吃的!!
最後才終於找到可以填飽肚子的東西 " Denny's"
第一次看到這麼多人的Denny's! 點了餐,我們等了快半小時食物才上桌....
然後我們的quality Inn 還蠻不錯的,才四十塊就有這種這麼大的房間,和兩張大床!!!

Boab 說要吃蘋果,所以我們去grocery shopping 了一番〜〜
買了幾瓶啤酒,回旅館玩clue:)






Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Utah Trip day 1

Las Vegas, Caesar Palace buffet 圓夢,可口可樂圓夢!!!不一樣的賭城,因為人不一樣
滿山遍野的星星( 都在述說你的恩典)
路旁成群的大鹿
還有不要命站在路中間的野兔子
方圓幾公里黑漆漆一片
連個人影車影都沒有
完全可以上演停在公路正中間,下車躺馬路的情節!
我們開著天窗,一邊看著星星
大半夜的,只有我們和車上的歌
我們唱著歌,慢慢找到我們的小木屋⋯
只有很近卻又不太近的公廁可以刷牙
半夜,我一個人在諾大的女廁刷牙,挺可怕的⋯⋯

半夜幹點正事,打點麻將對吧!
感謝神給我們平安的一天!





於是我們開始了這趟旅行~

Sunday, March 23, 2014

LA day trip





Hollywood sign hiking 
Hollywood
Griffith observatory park
Korean BBQ


With Fan!!! Super relaxing and fun!!


Saturday, March 22, 2014

Friday, March 21, 2014

考完了!放假囉

恩終於考完了!!!
打掃家裡
掃廁所
清廚房
看完笑傲江湖了!
結局太誇張了吧!
東方不敗把自己的心給盈盈了!!!wahhhhhhhhhhh

突然很喜歡東方不敗,癡情女,我喜歡



恭喜賀喜有人要結婚了耶~
還邀我✌️



Phone interview ~~~first time 
Nervous nervous nervous !!!!!

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Prayer on

For God want as to do the ministry of reconciliation, and message of reconciliation !!

Praying for Taiwan
Praying for Timothy 


Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Salt Lake City

One final done, time to plan where to go!!!

Utah, Salt Lake City. National parks!!!!
Road trip here I come:)) spring break
Can't wait to experience the beauty of God's creation:)

Monday, March 17, 2014

Ahhhhhhhhh

Final final final
Stressss





Don't get it
Don't get it 
Don't get it:(((((
Tmr 10:30am
God, give me a good three hours of rest!


Sunday, March 16, 2014

我搞錯了

今天一整天想著幫Katherine 過生日
結果一封郵件晴天霹靂的傳來


結果!!!
我是星期一早上考期末考

我還沒開始讀⋯


Gg
可是⋯我以為是星期二的啊:(

Had a nice dinner with Katherine<3
明天,努路奮鬥到底!!!加油
求神給我智慧和體力



Saturday, March 15, 2014

Mission

Where should I go?
印度
緬甸
墨西哥
中國
台灣看外婆

Friday, March 14, 2014

生日趴

功課報告到小小一段落
參加了josh 的二十一生日趴
泳池旁烤肉趴
喝酒喝太多
酒力不勝
倒在我家之沙發吐⋯⋯
真是悲劇啊,我家沙發,地毯!





照片之後補上~
不過還是祝你生日大快樂!!

Thursday, March 13, 2014

笑傲江湖

我想我終於能明白
金庸小說的魅力了

那些武功感覺太強大了!!
今天做好久了eecs170B 的lab final project

也花時間研究了許久Mathematica HW!!!

終於兩個都可以搞定睡覺了!
主啊
幫助我明天能早起親近你:)

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Wendy 你快點洗啦

兩點半從圖書館離開
回到家,好想睡覺啦~

Wendy 你快點洗澡啦!!
我要睡覺

就聽到她的歌聲傳出來~
真是無言⋯⋯快啦




明天我六點半要起床晨禱呢~

Monday, March 10, 2014

Sunday, March 9, 2014

intern

剛剛寫了三封信給聖地牙哥教會的叔叔
寄了我的履歷表
想要請他們幫我留意一下他們公司有沒有在找summer internship?
我還去我們學校的工作網站上
applied 了十個比較適合我的工作
最後上去 qualcomm 的網站上申請了兩個關於hardware engineering 的工作
雖然很沒有自信
確知道還是應該要踏出這一步
試試才知道
真正上班工作後才知道自己到底在學些什麼~~~




今天太陽很大
風和日麗
睡得很晚很晚
吃了很高級的包子豆漿早餐
彈彈琴唱唱歌
還把剛跟新的韓劇看完了
下午傍晚時和jessica 去走我們兩年前常常走的trail
風吹著吹著
很愜意舒適
我們說著狗狗和男人
說著未來和身邊的人
走了快要兩個小時
看這太陽逐漸下山...

回家洗個澡
開始下廚給自己煮東西吃:)

很健康的終於把我買了很久的青菜煮一煮
還吃了我昨晚做的焦糖布丁


然後Wendy 從葬禮回來跟我說了一大堆發生的事情
很喜歡聽他share stories... 總是很精彩很有趣:)









明天Paul 問我說要不要去唱歌
我不想要花錢.....
ㄚㄚㄚㄚㄚㄚㄚ~~~~

今天就這樣安安靜靜的平平安安的度過
希望明天的我還起的來
還活著微笑著:)

會吧!

Saturday, March 8, 2014

Be mine

Just give into me
Be mine
Be mine 
Be mine~~



Lord, i belong this fellowship ma?

Should got pretty good score on my eecs 170B quiz :)

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

QT March

page 33
我們並非認為沒有錢也能存活
而是在心中牢記
不讓金錢成為我們愛慕的對象
如果金錢會妨礙我們真心侍奉神, 就必須警戒, 更不要羨慕, 追逐財富

今天剛剛看到一篇關於帶小羊的, 身為小組長的我真的很受感動!!
還有堅持活出基督樣式的一篇文章~~



我會繼續為我的小羊流淚禱告的
不想要做那種不讀經不禱告的基督徒!!!!
我不要!!

7:00 am morning prayer

Oh God!
I just want to shout Your name on High!!!!!!!!

This morning, I found it soooo hard to wake up......and Satan keeps telling me to keep sleeping since no one is going....
This reason sounds so legit, so reasonable!!
And I just keep sleeping, comforting myself, it is ok to not wake up...


But then Daniel went!! He send me a fb message saying "Good morning"
Then I know I have to wake up, I have to wake up and go!!

很累
很想要睡
很心不甘情不願
很想要放棄
很想要埋怨
不過因為katherine 在我旁邊, 所以  我知道我不能做一個只會抱怨做作的基督徒
我一路開車去學校都沒有講話
因為聲音還是沙啞的狀態
完全講不出話來
不想的心情還在腦海裡
卻又知道我是leader, 卻遲到或缺席太不應該了!!

然後
遲了半個小時的我到了flagpole
Daniel 坐在旗子下面拿著吉他
我們開始唱"十架的愛"
唱不出來, 沒有聲音
但是我知道我們小小的歌聲
神是喜悅的
我們不停的唱  不停的敬拜神
我多次閉上眼睛覺得我快要睡著了, 不清楚自己是在敬拜還是睡覺....

當歌聲終於停下時
吉他聲還是繼續...
我知道, 恩....神要我開口禱告
我好想要說: 感謝神讓我起床
I almost forgot how sweet it is to wake up early to worship and pray.
好甜
好棒
好安靜
好美好
呼吸著冰冰的空氣
心裡只有平安和喜樂, 沒有了抱怨和埋怨
我的眼淚在眼角裡打轉
然後這句話一直在我腦袋裡叫我要禱告出來
" Sorry God, I almost forgot...I almost forgot how wonderful how sweet to wake up and just praise You"
"Sorry God, I almost forgot You are the reason I wake up and come to flagpole for"
but the words don't come out....
but the words don't come out....
for at least 5 min....

I just cry with tear with Daniel playing guitar....
然後Daniel ask me to lead ending prayer
我只想要說: Lord! You are the reason I wake up! You are the reason that I live! I almost forgot how sweet it is to praise You and pray to You in the morning"
so intimate
so goood
so great
nothing can compared

Lord, I miss You truly
Thank you for this morning to prayer and worship!!!!!!
Thank you for turn my day up side down!!!! Thank you for let me encounter You when I almost refuse to pray to You and sing song to You~





MCF 的成長-Crazy love Chapter 10-11

MCF 短短兩個quarters 的成長
讓我驚奇, 讓我期待神將會帶我們到哪裡?


星期一的討論, 大家都分享神在他們身上發生的事情
How excited!!! How inspiring !! How encouraging!!!
God, you are simply amazing
God, you are simply wonderful

the phrase in Crazy love that I really wanna write down:

How God would have you live is to ask yourself," Is this the most loving way to do life? Am I loving my neighbor and my God by living where I live, by driving what I drive, by talking how I talk?"

Remember those retreat highs followed by the inevitable lull?
Memories are wonderful, but do you live differently because of them?

God has created unique people to accomplish a variety of purposes throughout the world. You must learn to listen to and obey God, especially in a society where it's easy and expected to do what is most comfortable.

Christians are like manure: Spread them out and they help everything grow better, but keep them in one big pile and they stink horribly.

Most of us use "I'm waiting for God to reveal His calling on my life" as a means of avoiding action. Did you hear God calling you to sit in front of the television yesterday? Or to go on your last vacation? Or exercise this morning? Probably not, but you still did it. The point isn't that vacation s or exercise are wrong, but that we are quick to rationalize our entertainment and priorities yet are slow to commit to serving God.

Many times when I speak, whether at my church or another venue, I remind myself that I could die right after I finish, so what would I want my last words to be?

The way we live out our days is the way we will live our lives. How we believers live out our lives is a microcosm of the life of the church.

You simply need to live out in your daily life the love and obedience that God has asked of you.

May you be able to say at the end of your life, along with Paul,

"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Henceforth there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will award to me on that Day, and not only to me but also to all who have loved his appearing " 2 Timothy 4:7-8

But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourself. James 1:22
If we don't actually change, we deceive ourselves. We are doing Satan's work for him, he doesn't need to deceive us if we're doing it to ourselves. Repentance is the sign of true belief. So let's keep changing.

Francis Chan said: You would think that being homeless and uncertain would be stressful, but this was one of the most peaceful times of my life.

How do we make sure the Lord speak to us,
when this happens, I first examine the Scriptures to make sure these thoughts are consistent with biblical commands and principles. Then I examine my heart to make sure that I'm not just taking my own selfish desires and telling myself they are coming from God. After prayer and examination, I believed it was the Spirit of God leading me.

The flattery led to pride, the criticism led to hurt and anger.

For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it (Matt 16:25)

In India, calling yourself a Christian means you lose everything. Your family and friends reject you, and you lose your home, status, and job. So Why would anyone choose that unless he or she is serious about Jesus?

When people tell me they don't feel close to God,I ask them how often they share their faith. God empowers us for His mission. If you are not living missionally, it's doubtful you will experience His power.

"We can't let people talk us out of things. Sometimes God convicts, but then we let people talk us out of it.We need to stick to our convictions."

Jesus was the most humble person on earth, and everything He did was humble. This means that when "Jesus entered the temple and drove out all who sold and bought in the temple," and "overturned the tables of the money-changers and the seats of those who sold pigeons", it was a humble act! It was a strong act, but He had the people's best interests and the glory of the Father in mind. It is possible to be loud and humble. And there will be times when it is wrong for us to sit quietly.

At last, the God was seated on the throne said "I am making everything new!" Then he said,"Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true" 

Next chapter of MCF:
We will be a doer not hearer!!!!
We will start doing things radically~~~ Pray for people on the street or just love on strangers
It is possible if we can all do it together. and we will form that bond between our brothers and sisters<3

I am excited!! You?



Tuesday, March 4, 2014

幸福就是

幸福就是
和呱講電話


剛剛仔細看了這首劉若英的歌
幸福就是



:)
能珍惜該珍惜的
能放手該放手的

我想, 我很幸福<3



Monday, March 3, 2014

冷清清

冷清清的家
一個人躺在沙發上睡著了
好不習慣
冷清清的感覺
一個人起床黑黑的
很害怕
感覺有些陌生

於是我不想要呆
想回irvine

還好總是有乾媽的愛
總是燒了一大堆好菜給我吃:)


Sunday, March 2, 2014

Oscar came visit

Oscar came to Irvine TODAY!!!!
today morning, I drove back to SD..... visit Weber and say happy birthday to him (awkwardly meet his dad)
Then I pick up Oscar and we are ready for SOP conference!!!!




還是學到蠻多的....我最愛的讚美之泉!

Saturday, March 1, 2014

又是他的生日

一想到這天
是他的生日
就....我不會忘記的日子

好開心和期待,明天有讚美之泉陪我度過~

剛剛兄弟姐妹們又來我們家玩了
現在三點了
好愛他們😘😘❤️

今早將開車回家去
希望有精神

想學習在乎人
愛人
管教人
:)