Sunday, November 30, 2014

lesson from Tim

Lesson from Tim, who hurt me on my birthday and the thanksgiving dinner.
在這當中, 我要感謝志勇馬上來安慰我陪伴我支持我, 擦乾我的眼淚
謝謝他晚上陪伴我讓我可以幫他收拾並且帶他去機場:)
11/27/14
生日從前一晚就有你和小組的陪伴
謝謝你
送我項鍊
幫我辦party
晚上陪我吃火鍋
陪我喝玉米濃湯
還在我受委屈時安慰我

*thank you for hurting me...although it really ruin my night, but thank you for letting me experience God's love Grace and faithfulness through this incident.

*usually for those who desperately seek opportunities to shine are people who have issue of insecurity or hurt. Many times our upbringing, our surroundings will play a key factor in this. Thats why knowing our true identity in Christ is so important, otherwise we will be so fragile.

* Usually those who hurt people sharply have hurt....And when i notice, I should go care instantly....not just leave it there.

end with amy's prayer
I pray that people will know that we are here to love and be loved. So that we will always have a spirit of humility toward one another and the heart to bear with one another's shortcoming. In the name of Jesus, I pray against the devil's work to steal, kill and destroy . I pray against the spirit of arrogance, self righteousness, gossip, confusion and judgment. But I pray for the fruit of the Spirit, love, joy, peace, patience, goodness, kindness, gentleness, faithfulness, and self control. I ask the Spirit to guard the heart and tongue of the brothers and sisters so that we speak love and life to each other. We lift up your name. We will not be defeated by the devil's work, but will have victory over it. Thank you Jesus, In your name I pray, AMEN!

感恩節 好好感恩

終於可以好好坐下來數算神的恩典
很喜歡自己出生在這個感恩的季節
時時提醒我to be thankful and to be content.

謝謝我Humble Pride &KU 的家人們, 謝謝你們幫我慶祝生日, 陪伴我度過up and down! 未來還請多多指教




謝謝妹妹送我的香水和超可愛的手機殼, 最重要是那張讓我讀到快流淚的卡片, 能有妹妹很了解我, 很支持我, 很愛我, 跟我個性很不同...謝謝主耶穌



謝謝爸爸媽媽辛辛苦苦賺錢讓我念大學待在美國這個物價很貴的地方, 不愁吃不愁穿..謝謝他們總是在我受委屈時, 做我最堅強的後盾

謝謝Elise 包容我, 跟我住得一切不適應, 也願意跟我分享和聽我分享

謝謝Amy 和三個小孩, 每次看到他們就覺得其實一切的事情都可以很單純, 很簡單. 愛, 關心, 疼愛, 教導讓一個家庭美滿


謝謝那些傷害過我的人, 讓我學習轉眼仰望耶穌, 依賴耶穌....在神眼中其實也不過就是件小事...在他裡面我永遠有盼望

謝謝志勇願意包容和忍耐我所有負面的情緒和壓力, 還帶我去吃好多好吃的東西, 就算他也常常叫我去運動...


謝謝主耶穌時常提醒我He is faithful whenever I seek after Him. He is greater and stronger. 


還有好多好多人好多好多可以be thankful...the list will go on......


I am richer than Gold and silver...because I have Jesus.

十二個小時的睡眠

我醒了!
睡了十二個小時
昨晚去irvine reginal park 回家後
跟小笨說了幾句話就睡著了(6:00pm)
然後再次張開眼睛時天已經微亮了(5:00am)

好飽足,好棒的補眠
不過也太誇張了吧~睡了十一個小時耶~

想baby~~~

一醒來,好多事等著我做
想好好早起讀經start my day bright !
想天天給寶貝寫信,並且在這段時間成為不給對方負擔的女人,愛自己且有自信的女人。

一起加油,寶貝,愛你!



Tuesday, November 25, 2014

幸福

能一個人睡真幸福~
能和寶貝視訊也好幸福
感謝主耶穌!

Monday, November 24, 2014

眼淚

有時真的止不住眼淚的狂流
想念小笨
卻又有那該死的作業
讓我見不了他,無法和他吃飯,
只有好多難受的時間,好難受
無法想像他不在我的世界裏我會有多麼想念他

一想到她就想哭,很難過
他在我生日的隔天清晨就飛~

什麼時候眼淚都停不住,從早就開始流



滑冰





Thursday, November 20, 2014

小笨生日快樂





long long dayyyy -----recording!

錄了一段五首歌的組曲
花了六個小時的心血



這是給小笨的生日禮物
希望可以時時鼓勵他
提醒他  天父在他身邊


願神保守他去東部工作的腳步一切平安

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

遠距離戀愛

恩⋯
小笨要去東部了
十二月一號

雖然很鎮定
卻還是流下眼淚
很生氣,為什麼不跟我說
為什麼不跟我討論
為什麼就自己下決定
為什你只是跟我交代一聲⋯
跟Paul 不一樣!!是紐約!不是聖地牙哥⋯

Sunday, November 16, 2014

無話可說

天天聊天都不會煩不會膩
想念那樣的日子


現在只是心痛的沈默

轉憤怒為喜樂!!!

本來氣沖沖的學習忍耐⋯結果沒想到在我正走向餐廳開始忍不住的跟姐妹們分享我的氣憤時⋯ㄟ?有人唱生日快樂歌?ㄟ?有人拿蛋糕從我後面出現⋯誰生日啊?我怎麼不知道??!都沒人跟我說耶!
花了很多秒才釐清⋯(為什麼Eric & Zhiyong 會出現?)
結果是我耶⋯為什麼啊??
哈哈哈,謝謝你們!!!
真的太有心了!本來想要巧妙的不想大家一起過弄的太多焦點,但是Jerty 真的太了解我了啦!這麼簡簡單單,不做作,不龐大,很溫馨很輕鬆的生日慶祝。I love it!
謝謝你們,我很幸福♥
Full of blessing, laugher and most important of all, LOVE.
謝謝大家為我禱告,給我祝福!感謝神給我這麼多在我生命中影響陪伴我的人♥

Saturday, November 15, 2014

敬拜

今天帶敬拜有進步吧
雖然you satisfy my soul 唱的真的很爛。

今晚還帶小組~
感謝會以沒有

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

吵吵吵

每天吵!
真的受不了


今天買了很多裙子想說約會時可以穿....
但看來什麼時候能約會都不知道呢⋯

好想買高跟鞋!!!
但⋯

真的好想好想⋯

麵好好吃!想跟小笨來吃,但小笨什麼時候會變正常呢?


我的假期

一天都在寫code;debug 還是搞不出⋯







晚上和小笨去吃韓國料理,還去dollar theater 看電影!

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Peter

Peter,我終於看到Peter 了!!
這是今天最值得慶幸的事了

寫code寫了一個晚上⋯

小笨,好想他
小笨,他好兇的教我,我好像很笨。



Monday, November 10, 2014

撞車

又撞車了
我哭了一個多小時

還好有咖喱飯和好姐妹們的安慰和陪伴

Sunday, November 9, 2014

相愛的問題

看著...哭腫眼睛的我
有點醜
有點不值得
有點笨
有點傻

為甚麼我要為一個男人哭?
相愛....很難
相處....更難

我覺得自己快精神分裂
很難呼吸
很難溝通
很難是一個正常人


maybe I am not ready to love...
Lord, teach me how to love him
Lord, without you, my spirit is empty...and is crazily seeking for love and comfort


我是一個需要安全感的女生
需要人哄得正常女生


看看鏡子
不要哭了
要好起來
要活得好好的:)

Happy day~~

久違的ktv結束了今晚。
跟本來都很乾的humble pride 來唱歌!!!!

有小笨一起,有點幸福
雖然我都還是唱悲歌~

早上和小笨去吃早餐ihop!!

下午去練promise U兒童音樂劇
小孩好可愛《3

晚上加入humble Pride 久違的outing!! 而且是去唱歌耶~好棒好棒好開心好爽!



Saturday, November 8, 2014

一個人去海邊

就知道我心情不好
我想念神
我想念快樂
我想念單純

我想念甜蜜的我們
愛我疼我的他

沒關係
看看海,拋掉煩惱
Gateway from life~~




Tuesday, November 4, 2014

Rome 8

Today's devotion:


"Those who live according to the sinful nature have their minds set on what that nature desires; but those live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires. The mind of sinful man is death, but the mind controlled by the spirit is LIFE and PEACE....Those controlled by the sinful nature cannot please God."

Lord, such promise you have given us. Is my mind controlled mostly by sinful man or by spirit??
Lord, I want to walk with You, I want my mind to be controlled by the spirit so I can have real LIFE and PEACE.


"because those who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. For you did not receive a spirit of God are sons of God. For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to FEAR....

slave to fear...slave to fear...slave to fear.....
People who doesn't have spirit of God is like a slave to fear.....They live under fear....without eternal hope, joy,peace and life.

"... but you received the spirit of sonship. And by him we cry 'Abba Father'. The Spirit himself testifies with out spirit that we are God's children. Now if we are children, then we are heirs--heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his SUFFERING in order that we may also share in his GLORY. "


"For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.


No matter what happen to us, we shall say, God is with us, why fear?

四神熱湯


我的baby~~~~ 在我很冷,很病,很煩躁讀不下書的時候


送上一碗暖暖的四神湯
還有金结檸檬水~


明天考期中考, 加油!晚安,早起讀書囉~