RESET

If only if I can hit a button of "RESET"...
The game of our relationship can reset.
All the bitterness and hurt can be removed.
Ha...nothing is perfect.
Love is messy!!

Father God, renew me once again.
Help me to reset my boundary with Henry.
Help me to love You the most.
Help me to have that joy and peace and security from You.
You are my lover, my best friend, and someone who love me unconditional.
Lord, help me to learn to love You more than anything.
Lord, help me to focus on You, not myself, not my need and my want.

Lord, make all this mess simple again.
Lord, simplify our loving relationship~~~
Lord, You love to talk to me.
Lord, You love to spend time with me.
Lord, You love to see me happy.
Lord, You love to see my pure heart.
Lord, can Love be simple that I don't have to think too much?
Lord, can you erase every selfishness from me.
Father, You satisfy my soul, You satisfy my heart and my mind.
Lord, You pull me out of the dark corner where I felt alone, I felt desperate in fear, I felt left behind.

I am loved by God.
I am loved and is a good girl in God's eyes.
thank you Father in the heaven.
Lord, help me to reset and learn to trust God and who I am.

If it works, it works.
If not, its not...
Father, help me to know who I am.
Father, help me to love him naturally.
Doesn't matter if he reach my standard or if he made me feel loved.

I am loved.
I am beautiful.
I am a girl who is loved, who is wonderful, beautiful and totally worthy to be loved.

Thank you Father.
In Jesus name, Amen.