一直很猶豫要不要去
因為真的很貴耶~~
但是好久沒有唱歌, 好想要唱歌喔!!!
所以我就放縱我自己去唱了一晚上的歌
我點了一些平常我都不會點的歌想要試試看
反正在這些人面前, 我沒有什麼好不敢和保留的
我點了
忘詞
好久沒有聽到這首歌
有一種熟悉又陌生但是甜蜜的感覺
其實五月天的聲音跟我一點都不搭軋
我完全沒有辦法唱五月天的key....
所以我就當作聽歌一般的唱完這首歌
好好聽
沒有人知道這首歌對我的意義
可是真的好動人
好喜歡這首甜蜜害羞的意義
一晚上在我家
大家趴在地上玩Board game
玩一玩就快要四點了
josh 就在我們家睡了
我也累的倒在地上睡著了
好輕鬆的夜晚
跟他們在一起, 總是那麼輕鬆自在
瘋狂~~~~~~~
所以我就沒寫日記就爬上床了
今天煮了一大堆菜給Lynsey, elly 吃:)
喜歡煮菜給我愛的人
以後,我有老公, 我一定會很幸福的
因為我好喜歡可以幫愛人煮菜的感覺
我們還一起吃了湯圓慶住了一下元宵節!!
晚上九點去打籃球再去tea garden 續攤!!!! 哈哈哈 真是瘋狂
下星期要拼命念書囉!!! 加油
求神給我智慧和能力可以去愛人
打破那面牆....那面冷冷的牆
after freedom immersion:
wini wrote this to me,
Hey thanks for sharing about similar experiences today. Made me feel like there is someone out there like me also haha. I am not alone
I'm glad I got to know you better. Because sadly, I also thought you were kinda cold to me before our conversation today and I was a little intimidated by you hahaha
But I'm happy that I know now that there is nothing to fear...
Hopefully we can grow to open up to people more and accept love from god and accept ourselves more
Together!
I reply:
Awwww wini thank you for accepting me as who I am. I didn't have the guts to tell you yesterday! You are a beautiful and confident and smart woman that I look up to in my mind! I have always want to learn more about you but maybe I don't know how to. In some way, you are like my role model because of many things. You are beautiful with your confident and love toward people. You are so talent of communicating your thought and is definitly a mature woman in my mind. You are so good at singing and dancing and also play piano. I am not just trying to encourage you, but I truly want to open up what I think of you! Sometimes I didn't know I am being cold to people... You know I don't really realize but recently there are people who point that in my face make me start thinking. Yes! Let's grow together, hopefully you will see my heart and I can break ur iron box too haha~~~ sister in Christ, thank you<3 Let's pray for each other often! And yea, you are not alone, although I can look like I am totally pretty and good / happy outside... But actually I often time feel alone in this church:) thank you for letting me know that I am not alone~
Jenny wrote:
Dear Candy! I am so glad that we got to catch up during our break at Freedom Immersion.
Here's the passage from Mark that has been encouraging and reminding me to continue to sow the seeds of love, encouragement, etc out of faith that He's the one that will make it grow and grow in his time! Even though we don't get to see every time the sown seed grows in people's hearts and changes their lives, God is faithful to turn that into something beautiful with time.
The Parable of the Growing Seed
26 He also said, “This is what the kingdom of God is like. A man scatters seed on the ground. 27 Night and day, whether he sleeps or gets up, the seed sprouts and grows, though he does not know how. 28 All by itself the soil produces grain—first the stalk, then the head, then the full kernel in the head. 29 As soon as the grain is ripe, he puts the sickle to it, because the harvest has come.”
I am also very encouraged by:
Ecclesiastes 11:6
6 Sow your seed in the morning,
and at evening let your hands not be idle,
for you do not know which will succeed,
whether this or that,
or whether both will do equally well.
Dear friend and sister, God sees all your efforts and your openness to try to reach out to people in different ways and your disappointments and even heartaches, he sees and feels and cares for each moment of happyness and tear. He's so pleased that you love him and are a vessel of his love! Your love and passion for him that overflows into your openness to serve and learn and love more really encourage me each and every time! Thanks Candy! Jenny
I reply:
Love you Jenny<3 I am just sooo grateful to know you and having you as my sister in Christ:)) let's be that encouragement and supporter of each other:) thank you!!! I will keep these verses in mind!
thank you Jesus,
for comforting my worthiness through people's care for me, so I won't be totally sad after the talk with Sieu.
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