Today was supposed to be our wedding day. The decision to sign the legal marriage license first and postpone the real wedding was not an easy congruent one for me (It may be easy for others) Even though I am thankful and positive believing it is the right and good decision for everyone, there are still days I actually woke up thinking about it with tears, feeling hard to accept, and imperfect... (ahh this one thing I imagined and waited patiently to come)
It’s a mix feeling I can hardly describe and maybe I am still processing😂
This process makes me re-evaluate the meaning of wedding ceremony again and again. In the midst of it, I am super thankful Henry is SO patient with me through the process. He comforts me and embraces my emotions.
Thank God for this year’s imperfection, so I get to have two different weddings! Haha I guess I am the lucky one. 😝
And I believe next year’s wedding is still going to be as touching, beautiful, exciting, fun, and meaningful as if it happens today.
Love is all that matters❤️thank you all for loving me!
Praise to Abba Father who never stops loving me.
#10042020
#processmythoughts
#thankful
#imperfectionisbeauty
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