Godly Woman

我們常在說After God's own heart- Godly man.
但是身為女人, 其實很少在思考, Godly woman

When I saw Francis Chan and his wife Lisa Chan talking about Christ-Centered Relationship, I just simply have that reaction of...I want to be like her!
I want to have that true submission/ gentle/ peace and just simply love the words of God.
That relationship with God and how she deliver the truth about its not about us, not about my need, my want, my inside problem, but about God.

Do I really see things that way?
Do I often time examine my inside hurt, my need, my desires, and how other should treat me? But missing out what's important?

When Jesus died for me, my sin had been paid...Why am I here thinking all about ENJOY and how to make relationship works, how to communicate, how to balance...how not to fear, how what to say...when non of this is that important than God.
God put me in this relationship and in my family for the glory of his own. He will help me work through it.

And yes! I want to be a Godly woman who one day can speak the truth and be that influence over other woman who are struggling constantly. I want to take bible truth seriously with action and understand God's heart for woman. I often think I am just not qualified, I am not enough, I am not humble and gentle enough, i don't know bible enough, but you know what, I believe God has already gave me power and authority. And I just need to want it so badly to have greater relationship with HIM.

And then I think about...What am I doing with my life? there should be something greater! greater than my relationship with Henry, greater than the fellowship discussion, greater than my career...
How can life affect a life? Certainly Francis and Lisa's lives affect me, how can I affect other people then? How do I even start? Did I really kneel down before God to humbly seek after Him and quiet down my heart to just think of His words. And then Francis talked about often time, we just hope OHH Francis I hope you can come and talk to my family and friends...but why not just start by ME.

How can I disciple people? How can I share the truth to people? Will people listen? This world needed that simple gospel and profound truth of God. God's love for them is beyond crazy and amazing.

And Francis talk about being on a mission, we as brothers and sisters, we are on the same boat with one purpose is to love God and love on people and to share gospel to the world. Often time we focus so much on ourselves, being fed, being served, being taught.. and we are tired, but are we actually excited on GOD himself? on who God is? on Why we want to share about him? 我們真的愛一個人的時候 我們會對身邊的人分享  滔滔不絕 感到興奮感到幸福. Are we really in love with God that we couldn't stop talking about him? As a small group and a fellowship, what are we doing to complete our goal? while we are doing it as we go, we will certainly experience hardship and experience God's provision and love and support toward each other.

Lord, thank you for once again remind me about, It's not about me, its about YOU.
Lord, polish me to be more like you, polish me to become a Godly woman who seeks after You wholeheartly. Lord, help me to be real be serious to You.

In Jesus name, Amen