我要看見!!!

Its been a while I actually sit down quiet and try to capture my thought and learning.
Not able to quite down is a sign of too busy and away from God.

nowaday... SOLITUDE is hard to find. A moment of quietness and spending time with self is hard to find. The time we would not check our phone to see if there is any message showing up, either FB or imessage.

But it is so essential. Time of self-reflection, time of self-digestion, time of Face to Face with God.

stressful reason:
can't see hope...
didn't see change....
cant see people put God as priority in this fellowship
worship bug
drama bug
prayer bug...

Problem of  MCF
God center vs. people center
hard to be alone (solitude)
no desired heart and soften attitude ready to surrender to God


本來以為camp 結束都真的很累很不想要去SOPR 了
進去時, 甚至不想要進到房間裡面敬拜
但是, 當我進去時....聖靈慢慢再動工
再次給我希望, 讓我再次呼求願意來親近主耶穌
唱到新歌" 我要看見, 我要看見, 我要看見摩西看到的榮耀..."
我眼淚流下來了
原來我心中的苦和痛...是因為我看不見
我呼求哭泣求神賜下翻轉和更新復興的火在這片土地
使大家看到祂的同在 不得不俯伏跪拜降伏於這位真神

主耶穌, 我真的想要看見你的榮耀
求你聆聽我的呼求
應允我的禱告
我哭我笑  心中是被更新被釋放
謝謝主耶穌  還是minister to me:))

Most touching moment in the camp