Lord, I am stuck in here not able to contribute anything 。
Lord, I am trap in here feeling useless again. People don't need me at all. Neither the fellowship, nor Zhiyong ... And I can't even live by myself.
Lord seeing Andy fang's condition... I felt your promise to me is slowly faking away... I felt no one is supporting me now. And it sucks... Lord, I know only you can understand me. Lord, listen to my prayer and provide me a job of any kind.
I want to hide again... Hide away from people again! From the world... From serving... Maybe go away... Out of any responsibility... Maybe move to other places... Lord, fill my heart with more hope and strength. Fill my heart with peace and joy... I needed that. I want true freedom.. I want to submit and surrender with open hands again. Lord, let me feel loved and happy again. Let me feel secured and sense of belonging to you. Father.... Am I worthy of being loved? I am down and lost, lord pick me up and carry me again. In Jesus name, amen!
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