受寵犯罪

在人最累最軟弱心房完全放下相信一個人時
最容易犯罪
從早就被baby 寵的很像小孩
他竟然去買四海早餐然後來接我上學!!!
第一次!! 有人來接我上學~~~

下午因為我沒有好好存我的program code
要重寫!!! 實在有夠沮喪

還好這樣可以測試我是不是真得懂我在寫些什麼
還是只是靠志勇

不過志勇放學後來lab 很有耐心的帶我一步一步的寫完
這不是被寵壞是什麼???
沒碰過一個對我如此有耐心教導我的人

寫完後那開心程度勝過以前
但是肚子餓得要命
我們一起去吃17cafe ramen
本來他要把我送回家的
結果我們決定一起讀prayer journal day 8 beside pool.
there are many truths and testimony inside that just widen our eyes!!
we made our own prayer list and pray each one out loud and pray for each other.

做完這個禱告的journal, 感覺很感動也感受到神聽到我們的禱告
之後我們開始聊天
聊到都快一點半兩點....還不願意讓我回家(我也捨不得離開這個寵我愛我的男人)
然後!!! 我們開始接吻, 擁抱.....然後的畫面並不聖潔


現在想起來只能認罪悔改
Lord, I know I made a covenant with you to protect my body as a holy place of yours.
My heart, my soul and my body are all yours!!!!
I am sorry my body and my heart and my soul has sin against You, I know you don't please with us like this!!!!
Cleanse me again Jesus, I am sorry.....I don't want to be like this, live like this.....

Holy Spirit 斥責我!!!!!! 讓我疲累和勞累時就回家休息, 不要讓我們有這個機會在晚上犯罪
bring me back to your holy place, Jesus!!!!!!
Lord, I am so guilty that I did not protect my body as your temple.....but 沾污了他!! I don't know how I can lead people and be the good model for people. Help us to not fall into the temptation of sinning. Give me good time management that I can finish work on time and do not need to be that tired to need a man!!!!! Forgive me again Jesus. Remind me each and very moment when I am with him.

5 states in which we are most vulnerable to temptation (HALT):

Hungry
Angry
Lonely
Tired
bored

上帝啊，求你按你的慈愛憐恤我！ 按你豐盛的慈悲塗抹我的過犯！ 求你將我的罪孽洗除淨盡， 並潔除我的罪！ (詩篇 51:1, 2 CUNP-神)

In Jesus Name, AMEN