Monday, February 20, 2017
Wednesday, February 15, 2017
志勇陪jolin買車不跟我update~
That night,
I was angry and completely lost control
I shouted and yelled at him!
I cried the whole night....and drove where-ever
I was mad. I felt everything being so messed up.....
I was being ridiculous and became the woman I hate to see.
I knew I have to pray.... to let go the grudges I had for Zhiyong and Jolin.
I knew it is not good. Those lies disconnect my relationships.
And I pray.....and say sorry to Zhiyong for being so rude and so mad at him.
I was mad. I felt everything being so messed up.....
I was being ridiculous and became the woman I hate to see.
I knew I have to pray.... to let go the grudges I had for Zhiyong and Jolin.
I knew it is not good. Those lies disconnect my relationships.
And I pray.....and say sorry to Zhiyong for being so rude and so mad at him.
My Prayer is below:
撒旦
你不要再騙我了
你不要告訴我他們聯合不跟我講
你不要騙我他們一起不喜歡我
你不要騙我他們覺得我是不可理喻的女人，幼稚又無理取鬧
你不要騙我的眼淚
你不要騙我，讓我心裡難受，充滿恨，沒有愛，充滿扭曲的想法
你不要挑撥離間
你不要拿走我的喜樂
你給我走的遠遠的
我是上帝的小孩，是上帝寶貴的女兒
他告訴我真理，真理是愛，愛是包容，是理解，是不鑽牛角尖，是不想要贏，是不想要兩敗俱傷。
上帝愛我，他保護我的心，你沒有任何地方可以進到我的腦子 我的心理，所以撒旦遠去！
我奉主耶穌基督的名命令你不在干擾我的關係，不在大作文章，不在控制我的情緒，不再騙我的生氣，憤怒，和軟弱！
志勇和Jolin 都對我非常好，都很愛我，都會包容我，理解我，都希望我開開心心的，都希望我不要哭了！
聖靈，求你使我的心堅強，使我的憂傷，檻，變成喜樂，變成平安，變成大方，變成優雅，使我成為上帝女兒的形象，使我開始學會交托神，相信神，相信人，相信及原諒！使我學會放手，放開不開心，放開那些不爽，放開那些難受的想法，主耶穌，在這個過程中，使我恢復道一個我愛自己的樣子，使我了解你的心意不是讓我在小事上執著，堅持而是可以用你的眼睛去看，用你的心去原諒，去學習愛人。
奉主耶穌的名，我宣告撒旦的謊言現在要離開我的腦袋瓜，上帝的愛要充滿我，給我平安喜樂，因為上帝是愛，是安慰，是保護，讓我不要傷及無辜，小事變大事！ 阿門！
Go behind me, Satan! You do not have in mind the things of God, but the things of men! 你不體貼神的意思，只體貼人的意思！
God does love me and hear my prayer. He sets me free from anger and sin right after the prayer. Father, thank you!!!! You turn around my heart to fill with more stuff that align with Your heart. Thank you Father for Your Love and grace to me. Hold me tight Lord.
In Jesus name, Amen
God does love me and hear my prayer. He sets me free from anger and sin right after the prayer. Father, thank you!!!! You turn around my heart to fill with more stuff that align with Your heart. Thank you Father for Your Love and grace to me. Hold me tight Lord.
In Jesus name, Amen
Friday, February 10, 2017
上帝在對我說話嗎？
今晚教會聚會
我們在分享這周發生的事情
很神奇的是
今天Tyia 一開始就分享到她去聽一個講道
內容真的就是：
假如你的夢想是要當一名演員
妳可能覺得現在離妳的夢想非常遠
妳對妳的工作非常厭倦 每天都覺得浪費時間
但是神要用這段時間來預備妳
預備妳可以更好的朝著妳的夢想前進
所以不要灰心 不要著急
這是一個上帝放在祢生命中的一個過程
哈!
她怎麼知道我想當演員....怎麼知道我的狀況
我覺得神在對我說話
剛剛好
確實 Tyia 不知道我的夢想我的工作 我從來沒有跟他分享過
只有上帝知道
有可能是巧合 是一個例子而已
但我覺得上帝在安慰我 要我慢慢來 這是一個上帝預備我的過程
: ) 釋放很多很多 謝謝上帝
我知道我不能一次要太多
所以我應該先好好做好現在的事情!
我們在分享這周發生的事情
很神奇的是
今天Tyia 一開始就分享到她去聽一個講道
內容真的就是：
假如你的夢想是要當一名演員
妳可能覺得現在離妳的夢想非常遠
妳對妳的工作非常厭倦 每天都覺得浪費時間
但是神要用這段時間來預備妳
預備妳可以更好的朝著妳的夢想前進
所以不要灰心 不要著急
這是一個上帝放在祢生命中的一個過程
哈!
她怎麼知道我想當演員....怎麼知道我的狀況
我覺得神在對我說話
剛剛好
確實 Tyia 不知道我的夢想我的工作 我從來沒有跟他分享過
只有上帝知道
有可能是巧合 是一個例子而已
但我覺得上帝在安慰我 要我慢慢來 這是一個上帝預備我的過程
: ) 釋放很多很多 謝謝上帝
我知道我不能一次要太多
所以我應該先好好做好現在的事情!
Tuesday, January 31, 2017
更加靠近夢想一點點 還是更遠了呢?
大年初一，見了整整十年來美國就再也沒聯繫的衛理同學，聊不完的話題，超級超級開心😍😍就算要我在LA這個這個實在開車都流汗的地方開車塞車，都十分值得！！興奮的點是，我竟然還有國中同學～～(有點心酸的感動,因為沒有和大家一起國中畢業，總感覺好像衛理那段時光是不存在的）在美國能見到台灣同學，一起說起十年前的我們，恩恩怨怨都成了大趣事😂突然也有種雲淡風輕自己是多老的感覺⋯她說我一點都沒變 哈哈哈哈
覺得上帝很奇妙，總是在最巧妙的時刻，讓我與以為再也不會見到的朋友相聚暢聊玩耍。
其實朋友很奇妙，來來去去，不知道再過個十年是不是又再見一個老同學 哈哈哈
朋友可以互相加油打氣^_^為了心中理想前進
The first day of Lunar new year, I got to see my Wesley middle school classmate from Taiwan. I haven't seen her nor contact her since I moved to America 10 years ago! We have endless topics to talk about, and we would laugh about all our silly past. Such a joyful time~ it's so worth it even though the LA traffic made me sweat so much! Most importantly, I actually have middle school friend now, it's feels like I did actually studied there before. We would look back and laugh at past silly fights in school. That's one of the funny and interesting thing about growing up and looking back at old memory. No grudges really matters anymore.
God is amazing and funny, He always brought some friends back to my life in His excellent timing.
Wednesday, January 18, 2017
something to think about...
I watched this video when I am swiping through FB....as usual.
And what he talked about stroke me.
Here are couple points that inspire and remind me ....
*This generation has lower self-esteem than precious generation
* We are good at showing people that life is amazing even though we are depressed...The reality is they have no clue of what to do
*Technology, and engaging with social media actually made us don't know how to appropriately interact with people..and making good relationship. Friendship becomes superficial. No more deep relationship...and we lake to turn to other people for help.
* In a 2012 study, Harvard research scientists reported that talking about oneself through social media activates a pleasure sensation in the brain usually associated with food, money, and sex.
*instant gratification ...instant consume information, and social coping. You don't have to learn the social coping, everything you want you can have it instantly. Except job sanctification, and strength of relationship, there are slow, uncomfortable messy process.
* this young generation needs to learn is patient, that something that really really matters, like LOVE, Job Fulfillment, Joy, love of life, self-confident, skill sets.. .all these things take time,.sometimes you can expedite pieces of it, but the overall journey is arguable, and long, and difficult!! and if you don't ask for help and learn those skill set...then you are gonna fall (drug, depression, suicide) they will never find DEEP DEEP fulfillment in life...
* Trust is slow, consistency, steady...we have to create mechanism where we allow for this innocuous interaction to happen
* When you remove the temptation...when you dont have the phone, you just kind of enjoy the world, that's where ideas happen. Idea happens when our minds wonder, and you see something..."I bet i can do that" and that's what you call "INNOVATION"
And what he talked about stroke me.
Here are couple points that inspire and remind me ....
*This generation has lower self-esteem than precious generation
* We are good at showing people that life is amazing even though we are depressed...The reality is they have no clue of what to do
*Technology, and engaging with social media actually made us don't know how to appropriately interact with people..and making good relationship. Friendship becomes superficial. No more deep relationship...and we lake to turn to other people for help.
* In a 2012 study, Harvard research scientists reported that talking about oneself through social media activates a pleasure sensation in the brain usually associated with food, money, and sex.
*instant gratification ...instant consume information, and social coping. You don't have to learn the social coping, everything you want you can have it instantly. Except job sanctification, and strength of relationship, there are slow, uncomfortable messy process.
* this young generation needs to learn is patient, that something that really really matters, like LOVE, Job Fulfillment, Joy, love of life, self-confident, skill sets.. .all these things take time,.sometimes you can expedite pieces of it, but the overall journey is arguable, and long, and difficult!! and if you don't ask for help and learn those skill set...then you are gonna fall (drug, depression, suicide) they will never find DEEP DEEP fulfillment in life...
* Trust is slow, consistency, steady...we have to create mechanism where we allow for this innocuous interaction to happen
* When you remove the temptation...when you dont have the phone, you just kind of enjoy the world, that's where ideas happen. Idea happens when our minds wonder, and you see something..."I bet i can do that" and that's what you call "INNOVATION"
Inspirational Quote about Life!
As I am thinking and praying about my future.. What am I going to do in the future? What do I love? What makes my heart sings and dance? I thought of something Timothy told me on the way back from Mammoth...
Do something you love and passionate, you are more likely to do better than other people naturally..and you will have more chance to become successful in it.
Trying to find some quotes of inspiration... Few quotes I love:
“Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do.” — Steve Jobs
“I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: ‘If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?’ And whenever the answer has been ‘No’ for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.” — Steve Jobs
If you do what you love, it is the best way to relax. Christian Louboutin
If you do what you love, you'll never work a day in your life. Marc Anthony
Do what you love and the necessary resources will follow. Peter McWilliams
I think people who are creative are the luckiest people on earth. I know that there are no shortcuts, but you must keep your faith in something Greater than You, and keep doing what you love. Do what you love, and you will find the way to get it out to the world. Judy Collins
Do what you love and the money will follow. Marsha Sinetar
Do something you love and passionate, you are more likely to do better than other people naturally..and you will have more chance to become successful in it.
Trying to find some quotes of inspiration... Few quotes I love:
“Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do.” — Steve Jobs
“I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: ‘If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?’ And whenever the answer has been ‘No’ for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.” — Steve Jobs
If you do what you love, it is the best way to relax. Christian Louboutin
If you do what you love, you'll never work a day in your life. Marc Anthony
Do what you love and the necessary resources will follow. Peter McWilliams
I think people who are creative are the luckiest people on earth. I know that there are no shortcuts, but you must keep your faith in something Greater than You, and keep doing what you love. Do what you love, and you will find the way to get it out to the world. Judy Collins
Do what you love and the money will follow. Marsha Sinetar
“The law of work seems unfair, but nothing can change it; the more enjoyment you get out of your work, the more money you will make.”Mark Twain
“There comes a time when you ought to start doing what you want. Take a job that you love. You will jump out of bed in the morning. I think you are out of your mind if you keep taking jobs that you don’t like because you think it will look good on your resume. Isn’t that a little like saving up sex for your old age?”Warren Buffet
“You can only become truly accomplished at something you love. Don’t make money your goal. Instead pursue the things you love doing and then do them so well that people can’t take their eyes off of you.” Maya Angelou
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