Thursday, August 4, 2016

爸爸六十大壽

很難得可以幫爸爸慶生
很難得爸爸想吃龍蝦
很愛爸爸
很感謝神其實爸爸離神越來越近
爸爸時時感恩上帝
交託給上帝
他今年的願望和決定就是更多的放手和交託
不要去被人影響,能夠更自在更坦然
看的更開, 不要再那麼在乎人的評價和言語,而是更加知道自己是誰,自己在做什麼。求神帶領
很感恩~~~ 真的很感動
我人生中最重要的爸爸 生日快樂
我愛你 謝謝你是一個這麼棒的爸爸







Thursday, July 28, 2016

Introduction to the Sermon on the Mount

Now when Jesus saw the crowds, he went up on a mountainside and sat down. His disciples came to him, and he began to teach them.

The Beatitudes

He said:
“Blessed are the poor in spirit,
    for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
    for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
    for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
    for they will be filled.
Blessed are the merciful,
    for they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
    for they will see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
    for they will be called children of God.
10 Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
    for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
11 “Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. 12 Rejoice and be glad,because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

Salt and Light

13 “You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot.
14 “You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden.15 Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16 In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.

The Fulfillment of the Law

17 “Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them. 18 For truly I tell you, until heaven and earth disappear, not the smallest letter, not the least stroke of a pen, will by any means disappear from the Law until everything is accomplished. 19 Therefore anyone who sets aside one of the least of these commands and teaches others accordingly will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven.20 For I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of heaven.

Murder

21 “You have heard that it was said to the people long ago, ‘You shall not murder,[a] and anyone who murders will be subject to judgment.’ 22 But I tell you that anyone who is angry with a brother or sister[b][c] will be subject to judgment. Again, anyone who says to a brother or sister, ‘Raca,’[d] is answerable to the court. And anyone who says, ‘You fool!’ will be in danger of the fire of hell.
23 “Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother or sister has something against you,24 leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to them; then come and offer your gift.
25 “Settle matters quickly with your adversary who is taking you to court. Do it while you are still together on the way, or your adversary may hand you over to the judge, and the judge may hand you over to the officer, and you may be thrown into prison. 26 Truly I tell you, you will not get out until you have paid the last penny.

Adultery

27 “You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery.’[e]28 But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. 29 If your right eye causes you to stumble, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell.30 And if your right hand causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell.

Divorce

31 “It has been said, ‘Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce.’[f] 32 But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality, makes her the victim of adultery, and anyone who marries a divorced woman commits adultery.

Oaths

33 “Again, you have heard that it was said to the people long ago, ‘Do not break your oath, but fulfill to the Lord the vows you have made.’34 But I tell you, do not swear an oath at all: either by heaven, for it is God’s throne; 35 or by the earth, for it is his footstool; or by Jerusalem, for it is the city of the Great King. 36 And do not swear by your head, for you cannot make even one hair white or black. 37 All you need to say is simply ‘Yes’ or ‘No’; anything beyond this comes from the evil one.[g]

Eye for Eye

38 “You have heard that it was said, ‘Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.’[h]39 But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also. 40 And if anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, hand over your coat as well. 41 If anyone forces you to go one mile, go with them two miles. 42 Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.

Love for Enemies

43 “You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor[i] and hate your enemy.’ 44 But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, 45 that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46 If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? 47 And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? 48 Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

Tuesday, July 26, 2016

踢踏舞課

最近有三個目標
練英文,toastmaster
跳踢踏舞
還有多閱讀

一定要充實自己,才能跟人競爭,才有辦法換工作
因為英文不好不好表達,知識不夠跟人沒話聊,所以總是沒信心,很自卑

同事,志勇,我的家人都鼓勵我快點去找老闆談談,我卻緊張害怕的一直不敢前進,深怕老闆不喜歡,老闆不開心,老闆覺得我不適合走management ...

很多還要好好努力的事情
真的希望我可以好好學好英文溝通!讓我自信提升

踢踏舞課老師說我可以跟的上intermediate class~~~ super happy I can dance again!!

快哭了

今天開了好久的車
外面炙熱的太陽讓我一直走錯路⋯
好不容易到了我的車車被帶到的地方
我已經一個禮拜多沒看到它了
簽完一些paperwork,他們帶我進去被鎖起來的停車場,
看到那車的瞬間,我眼淚在眼眶打轉
很想跟他說對不起
對不起讓他變成這個樣子
對不起我讓他在角落哭泣
對不起 我的車子, 讓你受苦了
謝謝你保護我

拿完東西
要不是那個人在那邊等我拿東西,
我真想再坐在車子裏跟他好好道別
我一直打斷我容易emotional的心情
但心裡有多少的不捨
記得一開始拿到他,很開心很滿足
也一直很proud 我有一輛大車子
我一次次的出車禍
一次次的撞他,一次次的修好
再一次次的保護我帶我上山下海
我很享受在車子裡面的時光
可以大聲禱告,大聲唱歌,大聲的哭,大聲的笑,這是我的鞋櫃,是我最好的避難所。
我好想哭⋯心情真的很複雜
我想我很念舊,一直都是!
還記得爸爸一早起床幫我洗車,洗的好乾淨好清爽,記得媽媽幫我拿去修車,換機油,換東換西。
然後這麼一個瞬間,它就只能在角落停著,被太陽曬,到處都是灰⋯⋯

Sorry. 
I guess then I can only look forward...

Tuesday, July 19, 2016

車禍之後還是要上班

車禍之後還是要面對上班,面對生活
世界並不會為你停止
但是,我的神又真又活,是我的幫助,我的喜樂,他使我不致缺乏

昨天房東帶我上班
雖然上班一直在打電話處理車禍的事情
還是有把工作做完~
kKhoa 帶我回家
之後我小心翼翼的開著Alice 的沒保險的車,還是毅然決然想要去上踢踏舞課

沒想到那個一直跟我聯絡的Janet 竟然是台灣人!她也是跟我一樣國二念完就來了,太神奇了。老師非常的厲害,她說我可以上beginner or intermediate 班,因為我應該跟的上!太棒了~ 這個班離我家只要十分鐘,學費也算是合理。
一心想著去把踢他舞鞋黏好
就經過了Joann 去買了Krazy super glue
沒想到回家之後根本黏不起來⋯⋯超級失望

我的鞋櫃終於來了
組裝好後把我的鞋子擺上去
發現⋯⋯真是讓我房間又亂又臭
實在沒有辦法忍受⋯⋯
只好先暫時把它放到門外去,希望房東不要介意⋯⋯我馬上上網買了一個Spray 準備趕快幫他們消毒清理,除臭!!

啊啊啊啊,留了一身汗組裝完的鞋架讓我太失望了,早知道買一個密閉式的鞋櫃就好了⋯現在想蓋住都蓋不住啊。



希望我室友不要介意~~
網路一直很差,讓我完全無法看電影,雖然又急又氣,卻也逼著我睡覺去,少看點電視了。

左肩,左胸還是很不舒服,卻也不傷大雅,右邊的大姆哥好像滑鼠手機用太多了,特別的痛⋯一不小心手刮傷了,一不小心腳刮破了。在我身上好像特別多的不小心發生⋯⋯
感謝神,今天還是起床上班了。

Saturday, July 16, 2016

不平凡的一天

早上,想開去志勇家找他吃飯
下午要回家去
沒想到⋯⋯一個緊急快速煞車
一輛車狠狠的撞我,我就直接往前面撞去!!
從來沒有在高速上面發生這樣的車禍
嚇得我全身發抖,無法止住淚水
無法說話,好像變成殘障一樣
用最簡單的英文一個字一個字從腦海裡面擠出來表達。當下在高速公路上面,我完全不知道該怎麼辦。撞我的人非常鎮定平靜,幫我指揮快速道路後面的車停下來,讓我能夠去到路肩,不會更危險。我全身發抖,似乎腳都軟了。連開車都不敢開,硬逼著自己往旁邊開。

最後警察封路幫我們把freeway 全部讓出來開下freeway 的出口。當下覺得太酷了,卻也不知道怎麼開車,我的車子已經整個撞爛了,完全拖著地上重重的鈑金硬開過去的



感謝神,志勇在身邊安慰陪伴
帶我去吃飯,吃鮮芋仙,抓神奇寶貝,然後陪我看電影~謝謝!

很感動爸爸媽媽就算只能相處個幾小時,還是塞車辛苦的開了兩小時來安慰我。總是在真的出大事時,爸爸媽媽總是在我身邊,為我挺身而出,真的愛我,爸爸馬上換好新衣服,準備來找我。他們的擔心和關心,和第一時間的探望,真的感動,真的)))

抹茶巧克力蛋糕




成功!!意外的成功
寶貝說比85c的好吃~真是太滿足啦啦啦!
雖然賣相不好,製造過程崎嶇艱難,但是還好大家都捧場~~~


晚上和路得吃宵夜~~好開心啊!暢聊
炸雞炸雞~~罪惡感極深的炸雞!