Sing loud praise

Dear Heavenly Father,

I am so afraid of failing

I am so afraid of not doing a good job

I am so afraid of imperfect 

I am so exausted of serving... even in front of the kids.

無法掩飾自己很疲累，很煩躁，很多東西跟著我，不輕鬆的感覺，又遲到⋯又沒準時進去房間待位被人提醒。好像準備的不夠不好。

在孩子面前一點都沒辦法隱藏，早上練了一早的動作全部都忘記了，大家眼睛看著你好像有點陌生，有點無奈，有點看穿我的感覺，讓我感覺赤裸裸的

看著老師們，孩子們看我的眼神，我知道他們感受的到我那個不自在的感受

But Lord, thank You that because of You, 我可以不要臉

我可以再次跳起來，唱Worship songs，不管我的動作多幼稚，忘記了，不consistent, 但是上帝跟孩子在意的是我敬拜真實渴慕喜悅的心，不是真的動作多完美，多有趣，多美好。

Perfection is the counterfeit of excellence. Excellence is kingdom, while perfectionism is religion. 

Lord, thank you that I may come to You this morning, serving the little kids, and worship with them. Father, no matter how lazy, how last min, how imperfect I am, how not ready I am, how frustrate I have inside, how I am incapable, but Lord, Your grace is sufficient for me. You see my heart of trying, You see my heart of Worship. Therefore I will rejoice in You once again. Therefore I will rejoice for You are good to me.