Randomly flipping through this book, to this page...
God is talking to me that I want to move forward to my life. I want to keep saying “I am fine” and pressing ahead as if that’s really true. But Jesus slows me down in his love for a season so that he can heal my heart.
Tears immediately came down! Lord, heal my heart, yes You are healing my heart. You are slowing me down because You love me, and You want to take more time to love on me first in this season. Father, 為什麼我現在才懂呢？ 耶穌，為什麼祢對我這麼好呢？為什麼祢這麼了解我呢？祢正在幫助我活出祢女兒的自由，被愛，勇敢，而不是怕受傷怕被傷害的心。上帝，謝謝祢，這麼愛我！（我沒辦法停止我的眼淚💧）Lord, papa, you know my every tear, and you use them to heal me, make me stronger!
Father, you use everything to make me believe in You more. You made me go into this season of fasting for Henry, You made me slowly understand Your love, Who You are! Lord, I love You! Thank You for loving me :)
Had a uneasy feeling, hungry and blame Henry for not wanting to bring food for me, go into worship late...
Later in the Bible... 路加福音we talks about it 耶穌禁食四十天，在曠野，撒旦一次次試探他！哈！我何嘗不是被撒旦給差點打倒了，還好上帝更強壯，馬上提醒我，祂很愛我，會被試探，而且很可能被一個不像試探的謊言給騙到，但是上帝更大！
Lord, I pray that I would always seek for intimate relationship with You, I would always love You, always go back to You! Lord, I long to see You, I long to worship You.
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